Freaking out!!!!

Oh MYFREAKINGGOODNESS!!! I just talked to the veteran's affairs office, and they told me because my dad doesn't live in texas, i can't have my tuition exempted. I'm in a state of panic right now. i don't know what i'm going to do. if i can't get benefits, my whole college future is in question.... pray for me world...

I feel like i'm going crazy. I don't understand my actions anymore. I'm running in circles... What's wrong with me?

Duuuuude, where's my summer?

So I'm trying to think of what I've done this summer, and the weird thing is, I've done a lot, but also very little. for example, on a whim, I when on a road trip to Nebraska, but didn't really do anything there. I went to Tyler, Tx, and I went to a real club for the first time, but again, I didn't actually DO anything. I feel like i'm just waiting to leave... Maybe I am. Maybe I'm ready to move on to a new part of my life (not that I'm not coming back for pieces of the old part). Honestly? I'm scared out of my mind about this whole college thing (Go Longhorns!!!). I have no idea what i'm going to do, or what's going to happen. But I need something to happen. I need new experiences, New stories to tell. I want to meet new people, and make new friends. I want to find out who i'll become. I just have to get out of Woodville, Tx.... 7 more days.

"Lose not yourself in a far off time, seize the moment that is thine."

-Friedrich Schiller