Welcome... i guess? =)

This is where I write about my life and (hopefully) figure out something about myself. I talk about what issues matter to me, from death and racism all the way to music and Childish Gambino.
I have 5 main personae (personas? idk, 5 split personalities) that I speak from: Puck, 8, Dubmac, Loverboy, and "?". They occasionally don't even agree on the same issues. ;)
Each identity is a facet of who I am. Each has a voice, an idea, a way of thinking. They're all important, and they make up who I am. So if you care to, read. Enjoy. Piece together my life, comment, follow, and learn about the real Mi8ke. Have fun ;)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

I'm Sorry

Mittens, I'm so sorry. Please don't let this be the end. I love You. We all love you. I got angry and impulsive and I didn't think about the consequences of my actions. Please don't leave. LB is Bawling. Randy and Lizzy are Afraid somethings wrong with Us. Our pillow is soaked and We now have a massive headache. We love you so much it's crazy. We don't want anyone else. Just You. We're trying to be better for you cause we know we're effin things up the way We are now. Just love us... Please? I'm sorry.... Sweet dreams Beautiful...
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. --C.S. Lewis"
-Puck

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Knocking on the door...

I'm not sure about who I am. I'm crazy... and unsure... moody and bitter sometimes.... I can be a real Ass.... And for a genius, I'm pretty stupid... But We love you... And You make Us feel complete and right, and perfect... and We aren't going anywhere. We're gonna stand by you, even when you ignore Us, or cast Us off. Cause We know you love Us just as much. And You say you're crazy.... Who isn't? We know We are... heck, We had to split our personalities just to keep things together. But the trick is knowing how to let yourself go sometimes.... We love you. Sweet dreams baby...
"A man who is "of sound mind" is one who keeps the inner madman under lock and key."
~Paul Valéry,Mauvaises pensées et autres, 1942

Friday, January 14, 2011

It's been a While...

First off, We have to say Thank you to everyone who wished us a Happy Birthday, gave money, any of that. We all wanna say pretty different things so let's get that out of the way.
8- It's definitely been a crazy 2 weeks, and a good birthday. I'm happy to be alive, and I have my family and friends... Now there's just one thing missing.... But We can't do anything about that.
?- .... Maybe now that we're older, We'll get our act together. Hopefully everyone else will too.
Dubmac- AAAAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! Thanks everyone! Love you guys. I wanna Go somewhere... Hang out with someone... Wish Puck would take over....
Puck- I'M SO FREAKIN BOOOOORRRRREEEEEED! Everyone's too busy for Us I guess.... Whatever. Screw you guys then. Thanks for sayin Happy Birthday though. I guess I forgive you.
Loverboy- I love you Mittens... Thank you for the party/dinner,,, =) I love you soooo much. No one's ever done that for us. I know that we've been having a hard time... But you know in your heart we belong together... Even the people That hate Us know we do. Nearly Anyone would tell you how We're crazy about you.... =)

Good night everyone... Sorry to hear about the ticket Krizzy... =/ That Really sucks....

"Right actions in the future are the best apologies for bad actions in the past."
-Tryon Edwards

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Alas...

If only we could be together all the time.... I would like nothing more. I would love every second, and we would be happy. Lol... and just so you know, 8, Dubby, and ? are the ones who said no when We put it to a vote. (Puck and I said yes, though Puck's reasons might have been... impure) I understand 8's reasoning as to why We wait... Doesn't mean I have to like it. I love you sweetheart. Good night, and sweet dreams <3
"All you need is love -John Lennon & Paul McCartney"
Yours always,
Loverboy