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We're back. We're tired. and all of Us are ready to see Our girl. It's really all We want right now.... and how we wish we could take back our past.... We've messed up so many times. We've hurt the people we care about.... and We don't know how to fix it... But we're so sorry. And we'll spend the rest of Our lives trying to fix it. We love you... So much.... =( We're sorry. For the pain. For the broken promise. For her.... But We're yours. Completely. That'll never change... Ever.

"There's one sad truth in life I've found

While journeying east and west -

The only folks we really wound

Are those we love the best.

We flatter those we scarcely know,

We please the fleeting guest,

And deal full many a thoughtless blow

To those who love us best.

~Ella Wheeler Wilcox"

- Mi8ke

Summary

ok, so we leave in the morning. While this trip won't be my favorite trip ever (?'s comment was, "This blew."), it was good to see Our dad. but now it's over. I should be asleep. I'm the one that's gonna have to drive. The other's never want to get up early. I mean, it's not like I like to be the stick in the mud. I love to have fun, but there's stuff that has to be done. No one else is gonna do it, so I have to. But whatever.... everything works out in the end. Good night, and sweet dreams mittens

"Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost. -Robert H. Schuller"

- 8

Let's do this!

Ok, We didn't sleep much, but that's ok. It's tha last day in the ATL and I'm ready to do something. I've been sooooo flipin bored. We're going somewhere. I don't know where, but somewhere. 8 is trying to plan it out but life is an adventure. Let's start going already. Who needs plans? (oh and LB said, I love you mittens. and that he had a dream about you.) Ok, I think 8 is ready. Finally, Let's go have some fun =)

"Everybody dies but not everybody lives -Drake"

- Puck

Confusion...

Why? I know We aren't good at communicating. Everyone knows that. Yes, 8 can take over for a minute and impress and persuade (Stupid, manipulative snake...), but when cornered, We spaz. All of Us. So We shy from situations like that. But I'm the "emo" one? because I Don't lie to the outside world? Screw the outside world. The only one of Us I really kind of can stand is Puck. He's Dangerous... He'll say forget you to your face. But He's also cocky and arrogant. And selfish. Yeah, I hate most people, but that doesn't mean I don't care. I'd jump off a building to save someone else. But the reason I'm out like this is because of Our family.... They're Probably the cause We came to exist. Definitely me. Our dad has a direct connection to me.... he can break me. it almost makes me hate him...

“Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply; those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire. -Kurt Tucholsky quotes”

 - ?

Oh my gooooooosh!

Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x. Alienware M17x.
I WANT THIS LAPTOP!!!!! This would be my dream laptop. The price hurts Our soul (And pockets) however. At $2000.00, this laptop costs more than Our car. I know what you're saying: "Dubmac, why would you need such an expensive laptop? That seems just kind of..... dumb." and to you I say, "LALALALALA, I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!!" Don't hurt my dream. I already have to deal with 8 telling me to "be realistic", and Puck and ? messing with me. They're just jealous. the Alienware M17x is THE best of the best. and I may never get it.... But let Me at least dream....

"We are not only less reasonable and less decent in our dreams... we are also more inteligent, wiser and capable of better judgment when we are asleep than when we are awake.  ~Erich Fromm"

-Dubmac

.....

We should have left 2 hours ago. I'm so sick of people not respecting any plans I make. If I say I will do something, I try my hardest to do it. If I say I'll be there in 15 mins I will Race to get there on time. I've spent this entire time in this freakin city with these people and let 8 or someone else run things. But when We want to do something or when We want something for us, it's a big deal? We are selfish? Screw them then.
"The Killer in me is the Killer in you."

- Billy Corgan

-?

Loverboy's Midnight Rambling

I'm in charge most nights (which probably explains why we don't get much sleep...). I can never sleep much cause my mind is always racing on the most important thing I can think of. Ya, Dubby is probably thinking about theoretic ways to create perpetual energy or a video game concept that will make millions, but I'm thinking about her. She's amazing. <3 and she's mine. I'm hers, for sure. We all are, even ?, who I think probably hates everyone. But back to her, she's THE one. like, i didn't believe in destiny, or fate, or whatever you want to call it... until i met her. I hope and pray that everybody on earth can find someone who can make them feel even half as happy as she makes me. Correction, as she makes Us.

UGH..... We all wish we were with her, but I miss her the most. I love her smile, and the way she gets shy. how she looks when she falls asleep on me, I even love her snore :) i love the way she smells too. It's intoxicating. I like the way maroon 5 said it: "I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun, I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun " lol... She makes me Us babble like an idiot sometimes. She can make ? smile when he's flippin out. I love her, but more than that, We're in love with her.

Ugh.... UT is going to be a hard first year.... but we'll get through it. She's smart though. She might end up in Harvard. She can do it... she can do anything. I should go, I'm supposed to be letting us rest so we can go to the mall in the morning. We (Us and the family) went today, but We forgot Our wallet (I blame 8, He's so forgetful and impatient.) ok.... I'm gonna go before they all get grumpy. I love you Mittens. Remember, "Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream

- Anonymous"

-Loverboy

Hi

Well, this is the first entry, so i figure i'd start things off light.We (I'll sometimes use we means all 5 of the split personalities) are in Atlanta, GA visiting our dad. He's kind of crazy, but even when we're mad at him, we still love him. Actually, we wish we were in Nebraska (Crazy, right? lol). Our Favorite person is there with her family. She's the only thing Loverboy talks about. For legal purposes, we'll call her Mittens. ? and Puck just want to be out of here (though for different reasons), 8 gets that we need to spend time with our dad, despite our own desires, and Dubmac's just happy that he's able to get on the internet. (We understand that the split personality thing might get confusing, so we'll try to color cordinate) We all love you Mittens, and we miss you. Hope that you're having a good time. <3