Welcome... i guess? =)

This is where I write about my life and (hopefully) figure out something about myself. I talk about what issues matter to me, from death and racism all the way to music and Childish Gambino.
I have 5 main personae (personas? idk, 5 split personalities) that I speak from: Puck, 8, Dubmac, Loverboy, and "?". They occasionally don't even agree on the same issues. ;)
Each identity is a facet of who I am. Each has a voice, an idea, a way of thinking. They're all important, and they make up who I am. So if you care to, read. Enjoy. Piece together my life, comment, follow, and learn about the real Mi8ke. Have fun ;)

Friday, December 31, 2010

Home

We're back. We're tired. and all of Us are ready to see Our girl. It's really all We want right now.... and how we wish we could take back our past.... We've messed up so many times. We've hurt the people we care about.... and We don't know how to fix it... But we're so sorry. And we'll spend the rest of Our lives trying to fix it. We love you... So much.... =( We're sorry. For the pain. For the broken promise. For her.... But We're yours. Completely. That'll never change... Ever.
"There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.
~Ella Wheeler Wilcox"
- Mi8ke

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Summary

ok, so we leave in the morning. While this trip won't be my favorite trip ever (?'s comment was, "This blew."), it was good to see Our dad. but now it's over. I should be asleep. I'm the one that's gonna have to drive. The other's never want to get up early. I mean, it's not like I like to be the stick in the mud. I love to have fun, but there's stuff that has to be done. No one else is gonna do it, so I have to. But whatever.... everything works out in the end. Good night, and sweet dreams mittens
"Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost. -Robert H. Schuller"
- 8

Let's do this!

Ok, We didn't sleep much, but that's ok. It's tha last day in the ATL and I'm ready to do something. I've been sooooo flipin bored. We're going somewhere. I don't know where, but somewhere. 8 is trying to plan it out but life is an adventure. Let's start going already. Who needs plans? (oh and LB said, I love you mittens. and that he had a dream about you.) Ok, I think 8 is ready. Finally, Let's go have some fun =)
"Everybody dies but not everybody lives -Drake"
- Puck

Confusion...

Why? I know We aren't good at communicating. Everyone knows that. Yes, 8 can take over for a minute and impress and persuade (Stupid, manipulative snake...), but when cornered, We spaz. All of Us. So We shy from situations like that. But I'm the "emo" one? because I Don't lie to the outside world? Screw the outside world. The only one of Us I really kind of can stand is Puck. He's Dangerous... He'll say forget you to your face. But He's also cocky and arrogant. And selfish. Yeah, I hate most people, but that doesn't mean I don't care. I'd jump off a building to save someone else. But the reason I'm out like this is because of Our family.... They're Probably the cause We came to exist. Definitely me. Our dad has a direct connection to me.... he can break me. it almost makes me hate him...
Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply; those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire. -Kurt Tucholsky quotes”
 - ?